ive been reading Dan Fante and his real life words make me skip a little when i walk.
Ive been hideing in books and music for too long and its all i can do to stop and think about real life.
Applying for jobs in nottingham has made this move all of a sudden seem real and this week i have been basking in my friends sunshine.
Jay falls asleep on my stomach and sam has his head buried in a pillow talking to me about the future. Rachel tries to stop kissing simon and simon just kills for a thrill and im left with john on the grass empty whisky bottles and beer cans and nothing but bad heavy metal coming from a stereo somewhere and i miss them already i miss them already.
Jay was 18. He's a big boy now. Hes living in our living room and i like it like that. He is older than his years.