we play silly games with each other. we blow raspberrys on each others stomachs. we hold hands and kiss right in the middle of the street but complain about other people doing it 'Unnecessary Public Displays Of Affection', we tut and laugh, but when we do it its ok, see its completley neccesary he argues with me. i wanted to kiss and it was neccesary i didnt waste it.
we set each other challenges, this week im not allowed to watch eastenders- hes trying to control my irational TV watching habbits, hes not allowed to eat beans for a week. he loves beans and eats them with everything. we will set each other forfits if indeed either of us fail.
honesty comes naturaly. he tells me what he thinks, all the time. he doesnt run around the edges to make things seem brighter. he tells me what he thinks and i do the same back. i have never been this honest with anyone in my life. he reads my journal and agrees with what i say. i have nothing to hide from him.
we have sex and its not just sex its makeing love. ive never done that with anyone my entire life. i thought i had but this has made me realise it wasnt.
he wakes me up in the middle of the night so he can kiss me and i wake him up so i can kiss him. i hate being the first to fall asleep.
we spend everyday together- almost. a day apart seems like forever and a night feels like a life time. he works and i study we spend our free time in each others pockets. just talking, we talk so much all the time. just talking and laughing constantly.
i like the way he wears his hair and i like the trousers he wears with his blue checkered boxers sticking out over the top.
i wont see him til tomorrow night and it makes us sad. i said i love you and he said i love you right back.