i have to stop
5:07 p.m. & 2004-04-20

i drank too much coke and my heart is beating so fast my chest might explode. ive sat in front of the computer for three hours and done zero amount of work though i have spent a shit load of money on ebay for petes, now late, birthday present.

i have also written an entire email to pete in pictures not words and sent numerous emails to people i dont really care to speak too but duty calls.

i have listened to Yellowcard- Ocean Avenue, Asian Man Records Sampler- Mail Order Is Fun 2, Shampoo- Girl Power, CUNTS- A Riot Grrrl Compolation and various MP3's by ToothPasteForBreakfast (www.toothpasteforbreakfast.com)

i have smoked three cigerretts and read various diarys (including sfn7.diaryland.com, quoted.diaryland.com amd gir-genius.diaryland.com to name just a few)

i have spoken to josh about various random easter holiday adventures and have decided that more men should wear suits.

i have decided that doing my dissertation is a dumbfuck idea. i think i will fail anyway so i might not bother.

i have realised that i need to get my finances in order. i need to pay some bills... i will get my money in less than a week. ordering credit cards isnt a good idea.

i have had six text messages. five from pete. one from claire.

i have thought about pete naked and got incredibly horny, then realised the library is not a good place for such thinking. i have never been with someone who makes me want them as much as he does. its funny how much sex we actually have. its nice too. its not just sex though. that would be stupid.

i have done all of these things instead of typing my dissertation. i think i have had a busy day and would like to go and bathe and eat pizza or something equally as fun at claires house. i think i will when she returns from office.

i have to stop procrastinating.

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