so much work to do. it is hurting my brain so very muc. i sit down write a couple of lines, or read a couple of lines. then i walk round the house, get some food, go back to the work, then go for a walk round the house trying very hard to find something important ive forgotten to do and must do right now, i procrasinate like no bodys business and the deadline is coming and i havent even nearly finished. i make excuses. pete nags at me, 'i really think you should do some work tonight, not hang out with me' 'no its ok ill take lunch on my own- you get on with your work'. i get annoyed easily because im stressing. i eat too much because its something to do that isnt work. i dont eat enough because at random i can loose my appatite for days. i shout at people, i dont talk to people. i can be a bit of a bitch and all this because i have to write 15000 words. and have 5 exams. and write 6 other assignments at 2000 words each. i might cry. if i am mean to you ignore me, its the stress talking not me and for that i apologise.
ive come to the parents to try and get on with some of this dreaded work and i am so bored and i miss pete. i am going to sit in a big library in cambridge tomorrow and feel intelligent for a few hours.
i will pay you to do this for me!, if only i had the money.
xx