sometimes it feels like i have no support and that if i trip up i have to find my own way to my feet again. i have no one to hold my hand so when i fall i wont hit the floor. its a stupid feeling that isnt always true. tonight, for example, i am going out drinking with pete. he picks me up. he has picked me up. jam will maybe be there too. he picks me up constantly. but sometimes i feel that i need the support of the people i have around me all day. if that makes no sense i wont be suprised. people are to wrapped up in there own thoughts to notice an unhappy friend or a lonely face in the crowd where a simple 'do you wanna go for a drink?' or a 'how are you?' would never go a miss.
i cant remember the last time my 'best' friends asked me how i was.
so tonight im gonna get me some drunk and dance with pete and jam. horrah!
Jenni x